In week 9 we discover the reasons why we doing the exercise and how it all influences subby. It all makes sense so why am I not consistently doing the exercises?Why am I continue to create drama in my life? I am worth it for sure and the key to moving forward is to appreciating what I have. There are so many blessings here already. If I look at what I haven’t got then that creates fear whereas appreciation is love. My old blueprint is holding on. It is time to let go and propel myself forward. No more excuses. The time is now. I can do this.
Making a choice
The choices we make determine the result. The result doesn’t matter but the choices do. We want to stay on the right track. So the point of knowing what you want is not the getting it, it is having it at the forefront of your mind so that you make the right choices and there are always forks in the road. Knowing what you want and who you want to be so that you can be “A new person, with a new life”. So that you take the right fork in the road. We are addicted to the same peptides. Override the peptides that are not working for us by changing the stimulus and so changing the choice and the result.
There are times that I let other people make decisions for me. I can be passive or a little too fluid. I can put my trust in them when they are not thinking about what’s best for us. When things have not gone to plan for me because I have not made the right choices for me (letting someone else make a choice is still a choice). Then I can get in to circumstances that don’t please me. The result is then I feel self-pity because I could have been in a better situation but I made the wrong choice and it is too late to change it. I think my old blue print may be addicted to self-pity. Knowing that I can change this by making more choices that are based on my definite major purpose and not giving full control to someone else is a good break through. Having people who come into your life who share the same goals is great as you can’t do everything yourself but it needs to be determined what common goals you are sharing or it is not going to work.
Be the observer
By being the observer we can see the little small often insignificant decisions that take us closer to what we want or further away from what we want. It all compounds over time and there is no quick fix. It’s the small steps over time. We cannot manage time, we can only manage ourselves. What we are doing with our time could be earning us £5 or £55000. My future self is depends on what I consistently do today.
It has been three weeks since I have written my last blog. I am behind and it doesn’t feel good but I am determined to get back on track. In my Definite Major Purpose (DMP) I wanted to meet and special person in my life who is loving and open. It feels amazing that this person now in my life. It has only been a few months since reading my DMP daily and only starting to write it at the end of September. Things have progressed quickly. The focus I have placed on other aspects of my DMP have taken priority too and life has just got even busier. It is great and I feel good, however I need to realign my focus on what I want because I will lose my purpose otherwise. The great thing about knowing what you want is it can make things and people manifest so much faster. You recognise who and what is for you and who isn’t. When you don’t have the clarity the distractions that are everywhere can suddenly start to appeal to you. I know what I have to do. I need to create a plan for my time and tasks and stick to the plan. I have an amazing opportunity and I do not want to give up on it. I am a work in progress and I am progressing.